?

Log in

No account? Create an account
rashawn [entries|archive|friends|userinfo]
rashawn

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ archive | journal archive ]

Orientation [Jul. 19th, 2005|10:06 pm]
rashawn
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |Teairra Mari - Make her feel good]

Woo.. I left monday and got back Tuesday evening. It was hot as hell with the humidity, so the beginning of the Orientation was the most boring and arduous thing I've done in a long time. But the people were cool. I expected a culture shock when I started seeing the real world all over the place, but everyone was surprisingly friendly. Or maybe it's just a Bronx mentality that makes me suspect everyone and everything.. make that New York City mentality. Regardless of which, I enjoyed my self, met a good few dozen people, some nice young woman and some guys I could play football with on the great lawn. There was a party on the first day too. Carribean girls had me sweating something else, but sadly the DJ was garbage, and he had to play the.. cha-cha slide and like 20 techno songs in a row, officially ending the party. A lot more happened, but I'm spent, so I'm gonna shower and something else.
link1 comment|post comment

Wth [Jul. 13th, 2005|01:34 am]
rashawn
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Luther Vandross - Power of Love]

To be completely honest, I completely and utterly forgot about this journal, and I can't fathom a good reason as to why I'm posting it in right now. Every now and then I look at it for some memories, I guess, when I was young and carefree, as cliche as that is to go along with the fact that I'm only 18. Regardless of which, I'm a witty cynic now, and I honestly don't give a damn. Give a damn about what? Mostly anything. However, sometime in late June an attractive young woman left a comment on my page, perhaps this wasn't time badly wasted.
link4 comments|post comment

... [Jul. 27th, 2004|03:38 am]
rashawn
Shitake Mushrooms, motherfucker.
link1 comment|post comment

Blah [Apr. 2nd, 2004|08:41 am]
rashawn
[mood |highhigh]
[music |Star Ocean, the 2nd Story - We Form in Crystals]

Well, today was supposed to be my last day of school before a two week break. But instead of going, the pancakes I had last night decided to exit stage right; in small-- well, it's not pretty. But besides that, Baseball season is right around the corner. Though, the Yankees already played two regular season games in Japan, scoring 15 runs. =D Sacramento Kings are headed down a damn slope, which is pissing me off; but the Knicks are looking back to old form. Besides that everything's been fine, including the love-life. Even though I'm technically still "single."
link1 comment|post comment

Let's be serious [Mar. 5th, 2004|06:16 pm]
rashawn
[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]
[music |Yellowcard - Way Away]

I had thought I finally got away from all of the damn Gay Marriage talks. But I came up in class and a bunch of people were arguing over it. I, myself, am not gay.. but I honestly don't see anything wrong with it. In the United States Marriage is a legal thing, it's only saying in the eyes of the law that two people are joined together. Holy Matrimony does not apply and thus all of the people running back to the bible have no case. The average marriage doesn't even last a decade to begin with. And look at where the hell this is happening! In the United States of American for Christ Sake. The only nation in the world where you can see a Muslim cabby drive a Jewish man and his family to a synagogue. Where you can see a skin head and grand child of a black panther walk down the same street in Manhattan. Where vietnam veterans who're suffering from PTSD, can see a group of Asian teens. With all of the horrible things that we sit by and watch grow, we have the nerve to bicker about two people wanting to show their love for each other? What kind've stupidness is that? The same people who mostly likely sin everyday of their lives and haven't been to church since a funeral, or ironically, a marriage. The entire thing frustrates me to the point where I want to hang the protesters by the balls and poke at their nipples with scissors. But honestly, when someone finds an honest reason as to why two people of the same gender cannot be happy together, that's not ignorant, tell me. I'm dying to know.
linkpost comment

I dunno. [Mar. 5th, 2004|02:46 pm]
rashawn
[mood |goodgood]
[music |Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue]

Well, today was kind've humorous. First off, in Spanish class, we were looking at this tape of Cuba. And everyone was just behaving for once, except the portion of the class I was in. My friend Clement kept saying he was from Cuba, and Kemi came out of left field saying he looked like a slave. It was hilarious for no reason. I had printed out a letter of a bad reaction from a kid after Santa hadn't gotten him what he wanted. It's hilarious, at ebaumsworld.com. My teachers thought it was funny, too. Anywho.. Kadijah has turned into a hustler, selling candy all over school. I made up a contract with a few of my friends ( Davon, Qudus, Joseph, and Clement ) about the NBA finals/Playoffs; the pot is up to a hundred dollars, twenty from each of us. Besides that, I got home in time to see the Yankees/Phillies spring training game. Giambi hit a Grand Slam. :D:D:D I'm kind've all over the place in this post, but it's because I don't feel down in any sort of way, really. I am bored now though, but I'll find something to do eventually.
linkpost comment

I dunno. [Mar. 4th, 2004|05:42 pm]
rashawn
[mood |disappointeddisappointed]
[music |None]

Well, if you read the previous entry this would make a little bit of sense. That ex? She decided to call not too long ago, and I saw the number come up on the caller ID. I sat there, and watched it ring about five times and didn't want to touch it. Ringing stopped, and I erased her number from the memory. The thing that caused me to feel like this is miniscule and not even confirmed, but it still leaves that burning sensation for me, which is more than enough in my own mind, for me to justify everything that I'll probably do today.
linkpost comment

Not a good time for me. [Mar. 4th, 2004|01:35 pm]
rashawn
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Zero 7 - Destiny]

[ written 5th period, during music ]

I'm not quite sure how to express myself at the moment, but I'll attempt to do it. Last night I was talking to my ex-girlfriend on the phone and she told me to hold on and clicked over. I didn't think anything of it at the time, but when she clicked back over and told me she suddenly had to take a shower I was suspicious. Now, I already don't believe most of anything that comes out of her mouth, but given the situation it made her credibility even worse. So, like she usually does to me, I told her to take it later. What got me was, how adamantly she wanted to get off of the phone. She's never like that and even takes baths sometimes so we can talk later. I eventually let her go, when she told she would call me back after the tenth time or so. Guess what? I never got that call. I may come off in the wrong way, but putting this into perspective with our history, I just can't bring myself to believe or trust in her completely anymore. I don't know any other female I'd put up with like this. Sometimes I actually have the uge to just sit and cry, but I grin and bear it. For her. I swear she takes me for granted, how much I've been there for her. I sit here, in music class, looking over everyone, especially the females. And sometimes I wonder, would they take me for granted?

[ at the moment ]
I've been cutting school a lot lately; mostly my last two classes so I can come home. I don't know what's wrong with me, and I haven't even gone to my last class. I just want to be left alone at home, maybe sneak a few drinks from my mom's liquor, but nothing worth mentioning. I want to go to Jace's birthday party, where ever it may be, even if it's just the two of us chillin' in his house. But I don't know how that's going to turn out with the way my mother is acting. My brother is coming back home for the weekend, and I honestly don't want to see him. The only family that I would want to see at any given time, is my little cousins. They're precious, watching them grow up and go through all the changes that I vaguely remember doing myself is heart-warming in the least. An aside from bearing my soul a little, I've been really, really horny late. To the point where I've even started to flirt with sophmores a bit on the crowded elevator in school, where we're forced to be shoved up against one another. Can't really complain about a female being pressed against my anterior, can I?
linkpost comment

Everything is grey [Mar. 3rd, 2004|08:50 pm]
rashawn
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Seether - Fine Again]

Today was eventful, sorta'. My friend put his girlfriend on blast, which basically ruined her. But besides that, nothing really happened. School besides that aforementioned situation was normal. Principal came into my American History class to watch over us; and the class was good for once. OH, I forgot about English. My teacher split us up into four groups, after we had read paradise lost and each group had to argue as to why the character they were given was the most important. The groups were Satan, God, Milton, and Eve. Of course, Eve was occupied by an all male group, which included myself. And, I don't think I have to explain the overall reaction from the females when we basically beat Eve's character down. It was fun, entire class got involved and even the quietest people were yelling their points out. But anywho, I'm gonna leave this like this while I go try and make a layout for my character. One.
linkpost comment

Long, long, long time no post. [Mar. 2nd, 2004|07:33 pm]
rashawn
[mood |relaxedrelaxed]
[music |Sleepy Brown ft. Outkast - Can't wait]

Well, I haven't posted in here for awhile, and the only reason I am is because Jace convinced me enough to do it. Though, it only took him about five minutes of bringing up journals. Anyhow, I've been through a boat load of shit, and I came out of it pretty much all right, if I do say so myself. Had a couple of girl friends during that time, one really serious who I ended up breaking up with. That there is a pretty long story which I won't go into detail about. As for more recent events, the new semester started a couple of weeks ago. I like all of my classes, no problems with anything or any teachers. Except today. This girl started cursing me out because I wouldn't give her an answer. It took everything I had not to get up and kick her in the throat. And, my friend's girlfriend, a sohmore ( I'm a junior ), started making advances towards me. I dunno if I should tell my friend, or just let everything expose itself over a little time. But, whatever. I'm too lazy to write much of anything else, so this is where it's going to end. One.
linkpost comment

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]